(girl)(woman)hood is a continuous experience of contradictions and complexities. my (girl)(woman)hood places me out of my own body I am not myself.I forget myself, with hope and longing, I destroy myself.my things:actions are a series of reconciliations between expectations of my(girl)(woman)hood and my disassociation and dissonance with those expectations, caught in the space between becoming and unbecoming, the space of (girl)(woman)hood